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[Chocofreak13]

i fear spiders
and heights
but my greatest fear is

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 the future. it scares the shit out of me.

[Nichi]

I think that's normal, really; fear of the unknown and such. I try to not let it bother me

[Simonorged]

The only thing I fear is my past. I don't need it reappearing.

[Paul]

We're talking about fears? Please let me chime in

In no particular order:
-dentists
-the possibility of a sudden grave / terminal disease
-failure in life
-rejection
-dying alone
-being just a little gear in the big machine.

In fact it seems to me as if I were at a point where everything just stood still at the moment. I'm not making any accomplishments whatsoever, don't know which further education to pursue... plus the consistent dire situation with (romantic) relationships, which are still non-existant.

[LeaflameSD]

I worry that technology is going to be better in the future specifically.

[Bella]

Considering how neurotic and anxiety-disorder-having I am, I worry about more things than not. -__-;;;; Thankfully I've gotten over most of my dental / medical-related panic (at least for the time being *sigh*) but as with Paul, I'm still terrified of falling gravely ill and am scared of rejection. I'm also scared of change (for the most part), isolation - oddly, I don't have a lot of friends and don't particularly care to either, but I love being around like-minded people and think that living someplace isolated or with people who I don't get along with would be rather akin to prison. Also, I'm beyond terrified of having to choose between the people (friends, family, boyfriend) and geographical location / population that I love (which is essentially only New England), which seems all but inevitable at this point. :z

In fact it seems to me as if I were at a point where everything just stood still at the moment. I'm not making any accomplishments whatsoever, don't know which further education to pursue...

I know that feeling Paul.

[Nichi]

I know that feeling. I'm also afraid of isolation and dying alone (I mean, I do like being left alone at times, but I do like being around like-minded people; being trapped in a place with people I can't stand is a special kind of hell), as well as rejection (Given that, as a kid, I dealt with that multiple times; someone kicking me to the curb because someone they felt was cooler came along) and the fear of someone preventing me from leaving this hellhole I'm in now (This is why I'm keeping my plans to move cross-country on the lowdown; at the moment, only my sister and you guys know I'm planning to do this. Mom will only know once everything is just about ready)

[Chocofreak13]

i know the feeling of being at a crossroads of bad and worse. i'm actually there right now with my schooling, since i know i can't stay at my current school, but idk where i'm going to go or what i'm going to do. part of me is regretting going to college.

as for the future, like bella, i suffer from some sort of anxiety. doesn't help that i suffer from depression even moreso, so my future isn't exactly seen through rose-tinted glasses; it's significantly more dark.

[LeaflameSD]

Wow... didn't know that I'd start a new topic within a topic. ^_^

[Chocofreak13]

topics? what the hell are you talking about, topics. read the title of the thread, boy. -w-

[Nichi]

@Leaf: Welcome to the magical land of Topicless. Anything is possible :3

[Chocofreak13]

*throws a pie*

[Nichi]

*is hit with pie*
Mmm...pie flavor...

So, my copy of Rayearth is in Minnesota now. All I can think of when someone mentions that state is "the biggest ball of twine", thanks to Weird Al ^^;

[LeaflameSD]

I know the thread is 'topicless', I meant a conversational topic.

[Nichi]

Well, that still happens from time to time in here; somebody brings up something, and everyone ends up discussing it for a while